From now on I fear nothing! In my mind I can´t see anything that would realy hurt me. For what is flesh but nothing. Agony and pain won´t have any power over me. Now I can succéed in my mission in Constantinople without anything interupting me. From being but a small jew I´m now a force to be reckon with.
I believe I can be more than just a tool and just a little less than a god. I´ve tasted the power of being a vampire. I´ve seen my true essence. Nothing can be more fulfiling. It´s just a wonderful feeling of being so alive.